Life Ascendant

The purpose of existence is a balance between what you give and what you receive.

The purpose of existence is meaningful relationships without attachment.

Bonds formed from sincerity, an open heart, and mind, free from judgment and without expectations of gain.

The differences make up the whole.

Without darkness, there is no light.

Without wrong, no right.

Without emptiness, no fulfillment.

Without questions, no answers.

Without chaos, no balance.

We are at our very core chaotic beings, birthed from chaos.

We are chaos in harmony.

It is in our nature to seek balance. What often eludes, as we don’t know what is missing, is the how.

Gravitating towards our center, and without closer examination, we assimilate energies not true to our needs to fit into a general balance of the many, off-lifting the responsibilities for ones own equilibrium onto others; onto circumstances.

Balance within oneself, those around you, nature, and of course, the universe—you.

Everything in existence fundamentally comes down to energy.

It is what we are.

It is what everything is.

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And as someone who desires to achieve higher consciousness, this was a huge revelation once understood.

Once I had integrated this truth, my perspectives of life and how I cared for myself and those around me profoundly changed.

To be in a harmonious and energetic balance within oneself; with nature–was a life-altering insight for my spiritual growth.

Not being energetically balanced paves the way for misfortune, dense encounters, and harsh life lessons.

Make energetical hygiene a natural support pillar in your daily well-being routine: It will change your energy; your fate.

After all, you are energy. Energy is you.

The answers we seek about ourselves are already known to us but stored away just out of reach.

They have always been there, somehow we know they are. We just can’t seem to get to them.

Instead, we look externally for confirmation of sorts, that we or on target.

The answers are inaccessible simply because we are not ready, not mature, or experienced enough to realize them.

Once your question, asked or unasked, is answered, you will no doubt realize you have been tiptoeing around it for a while.

In fact, everything you have asked yourself, something you believe is of great value to you personally, the answer has immediately presented itself.

But dismissed mainly because it’s not what we expect or, again, not ready to accept.

All is still well though.

The answers will be there waiting until when you need them.

Hello, world!

It is with these two words I enter into each new dawn.

It is with these two words my senses tune in.

It is with these two words I first smile.

These two words are tantalizing to the mind.

They conjure an array of adventurous thoughts and command a state of mind primed for grand stories and discoveries of oneself and those of newfound realities.

My world becomes yours,

your world becomes mine.

We become one as we embark on a journey of mutual growth, understanding,

love,

respect,

and the betterment of all the parts of our whole on our paths to wisdom.

Words alone cannot convey the gratefulness of the blessings enabling us to enable each other.

Please be my guide, teacher, and friend, as I am yours.

Your world

My world

Our universe

My heart yearns to express its truth. My truth yearns to be understood and seen. 

Sadness washes the present when my heart cannot be heard and my breath shallows. 

Time becomes elusive, the present fragmented. I’m ready to take flight but yet to soar. 

I’m awake but yet to be freed.  

Sweet and gentle woman, the universe is blessed by your presence. 

The galactic significance it yet to reveal the true importance of today.

Your eternal love have the power to cure time–like at the push of a button, yours to freely navigate.

You are Gaia, 

you are a goddess, 

you are love, 

and you are loved.

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If there is something we suffer too much from, it is a state of want.

The energy of I want is akin to the energy of I wish... there is no attraction, no substance.

Moments spent imaginatively wishing and wanting are frequently only followed by heavy sighs and often automatic self-discouragement.

And when the moment has passed, life continues without any roots of intention nor action sown.

The emotion and energy invested perpetuate the state of wanting, and I wish, which in turn blooms into misery and a sense of failure.

A want is external, while a need is internal.

A need has all the ingredients necessary to flourish and motivate.

Question your wants often and a lot, because they are the symptom of what you need.

The emotion and energy of want sustain the state of wanting and eventually stagnation in life.

When, against all odds, a want has actually been materialized, you will either miss it or realize it’s not what you need.

The real reason to get anything done is when they are aligned with something more elevated as they are only a separate piece of a larger picture.

More frequently than not, said big picture is not seen, and in some cases, not understood.

This is simply due to the lack of routinely checking in with your bigger picture, that is to say, that you actually have to take the time to design one in the first place.

Personal experience taught me to periodically check and adjust the overall puzzle. Otherwise, too much energy is wasted and my motivation takes a dive affecting all my life areas.

This has been the case for me lately, for I have dropped the ball.

I have plenty of seemingly valid reasons, that when scrutinized, are easily interchangeable with a myriad of excuses.

Not before long the actions you want to take and things you thought you want to accomplish lose meaning.

To avoid this from happening, the larger context must be revisited, written down, and treated with a level of sacredness.

In this regard, I have lost my way. So it’s that time for me again to reaffirm and recommit to my big picture, my purpose, and my mission.

What has changed? What to add and or remove, and where am I in the context of me, my wants, and needs?

Starting with the big picture and drilling down, the expected outcome is a list of short-term goals that are all aligned with the grand scheme that is life.

I am also expecting to form a few new habits that seamlessly enriches my daily life and activities.

Let's get to it!

The question, "Who am I?" has been a long-standing companion that has kept me contemplating my reason for being and how I fit in the larger picture of the realities I perceive.

My approach to understanding myself has moved from a meditative nature to an experiential one where I primarily observe the cause and effect of my thoughts, actions, and inactions.

The sensations I experienced allowed me to perceive my realities distinctly separate from the flow of daily life while also intricately intertwined with them.

The exercise of frequently asking who I am has me continuously discovering what is and sometimes how I am changing. All things change, including who we are as beings and subsequently how we approach life.

In this way, I have come to experience the elusive nature of the above question. It's elusive because what we refer to as I or self, is like a flowing river, ever-changing.

As a result, each day provides an answer befitting the present day and not for the previous or the following.

This I fundamentally understand, but the speed at which these changes take place within me is a new discovery and I believe this has to do with my levels of vibration.

There is so much more than life in the context of existence and of what is. One perspective I am understanding is that life is an anchor in the third dimension of reality.

Looking at life this way gives not only a sense of structure but also a means to discover and or define a purpose - a practical corporeal purpose and not necessarily a spiritual one, and structure in terms of navigating and understanding subtler realities.

What this all means and how to practically apply this new insight into my daily life is something I need to figure out and put into daily practice.

One thing that is certain is that I am in desperate need to master this so-called life anchoring, or rooting myself in life may be a better way of putting it.

Perspectives of life are like the evolution of life itself - ever-changing.